In Gatto's "Against School,"
one of the main components he discusses is that of boredom. This is the aspect
that I can most easily identify with. I'm one of those kids who genuinely loves
to learn, so school should have been a fantastic experience for me. Unfortunately,
for the most part, it hasn't been. Like most school students, I became well
associated with boredom at a very young age. My biggest struggle was in my
English classes. As a kind my parents read me the classics—instead of TV, we’d
all gather around and listen to C.S. Lewis. Instead of video games, we’d do
book trivia. Sound like a bore? Maybe, but we didn’t know anything else and we
loved it. When I got older, I read on my own obsessively, all the time,
everyday. I also wrote. By the time I was
in middle school, I was miles ahead of curriculum. English class soon became an
intense staring match between me and the closest clock, accompanied by bored
compositions of the finger-tapping variety. I knew the material. I could dance
around the material. I wrote essays in minutes and tested at a college level
all through sixth grade. But the thing I soon realized was there were no
options for me—or very few. Attempting to get me in an advanced placement
English class was a long, hoop-jumping ordeal for my parents and me. By seventh
grade, I ended up in a group of overflow AP kids. The official AP class was
full, so our regular English teacher would give our group a random ‘AP’
assignment and send us outside of the class to work on it in the hallway or the
library. The only good thing about those assignment was since we were basically
ignored, I could make up random stipulations to make it harder and more
challenging me. All through high school the boredom persisted. Soon it bled
over into my other classes. I wasn’t engaged, I was bored out of my mind, and
eventually I had trouble figuring out why in the world I should even bother
with any of the schoolwork. My grades started to slip because my boredom grew
into apathy, as it is bound to do. The thing I learned from all this? Well,
people always talk about ‘No Child Left Behind,’ and assert the importance of
not letting any child fall behind in school. But the curriculum that has been
created by that movement has created a new negative; I was in the upper percentile
of grades, ability and intelligence, yet I was the one slipping though the
cracks.
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